Mistakes, hah.
I once dreamed I ran away with the circus so that I could balance on elephants and eat candy floss and sweeties all day, forever. I awake in another dream. I am a dreamer x
Thursday, February 19, 2015
"your mistakes do not define you"
This once never made any sense to me, what mistakes would lead
someone to even fathom a quote like that? I made mathematical mistakes during
an exam during my school years, falling for the "wrong" person,
taking the wrong route whilst driving or even getting on the wrong train- they
are all very little and minute mistakes that life throws at you during the long
and winded journey through it. However, I sat and thought about the quote when
I used to see it floating around the internet. I convinced myself that maybe
not everybody makes big mistakes, mistakes big enough to expound and mold who
people think you are. However, living through my teenage years, i realized that people
make mistakes, not little ones but big ones- ones that could potentially change
how you feel and think of yourself and how others do too. And it's only after
reading this quote do I realize that maybe they actually don't. I've made far
too many mistakes this past year... 8 months to be exact, and as much as I
would like to think I regret them, there's no point in doing so because let's
be honest here, everybody knows that the mistakes you make are lessons, they're
the next wooden panel along the rickety wooden bridge to another chapter in
your life. It may rock your insides quite traumatically, it may drive you
mental when you over think it but again, the mistake doesn't define you, it's
only a little bump in the road that you unfortunately had to live through. I
need to keep reminding myself this as it seems I do a lot of thinking sometimes
and not only that, i dive deep and deep and deeper into the smoky, dark and
dusty hollows of ancient caves. I think too much that I drive myself to
insanity sometimes, to a point where I feel like I can't get up anymore. How
stupid of me, but as my teenage years come to a close, it's just another
chapter in this massive novel that I need to live through. There's really no
point in dwelling as I still have a very long way to go, I think so anyway. I,
nor anybody else, knows when I'll turn the page and it'll be blank and my life
will be nothing but a puff of air, a droplet of information in this very vast,
colorful and noisy scientific universe.
Mistakes, hah.
Mistakes, hah.
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