UNLOCKING THE TRUTH

A.E

I asked her: "Do you love him?"
She suddenly blushed and said: "Sadly, I still do.."

I asked him: "Do you love her?"
He suddenly rolled his eyes, and said: "No. I don't love her no more."

Then... I fathom, it wasn't love. It never was, to begin with. It was lust, not love. It's bizarre how ONE person always falls more.... While the other person does fall..but then.. they forget everything within days and act as if nothing happened. The world is a mystery. People fall for each other. Then, within days, weeks, or months, one person swims out of what was once their ocean of love. And they leave the other person hopelessly suffocating.

A quick letter for Mothers Day

Dear mom,
You know I've told you before that  love writing stuff down, specially on my blog. And I love receiving letters, so I thought I'll write you a quick letter.

Today is your day because 364 days you make it our day. You selflessly care for each of us in ways that only a mother could.
And as the world looks to the woman in their lives that have meant so much to them, I look to you mom and see someone who is worthy of celebrating.

Thank you for teaching me.
Thank you for teaching me how to behave and how to share with others..
Thank you for teaching me about life.
You are the reason why I exist and you are appreciated.
Thank you mom for all that you do because I would be no where without you.

Today the celebration of you does not stop, in fact it serves as a reminder for all the amazing things you do for us each and every day.
Yes, today is mothers day.. but truthfully every day is mothers day, because every day you deserve to hear "thank you" and "I love you".

Happy mothers day! <3

Love,      

Aya.

 

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Happy mothers day to all the mothers out there. You are truly a blessing to everyone.

I can be serious when I have to be

I've never been the serious person, never been the... let me admit is, adult and lady like.
I've always been and I think I may always be, a kid. No joke.
I absolutely love photographing random things, running around the streets at night and not caring what 'adults' may think, slurping the bottom of my drink, being a messy eater and all of that. I'm not ashamed of it. I love being the quirky, random, sometimes loud, fun and young hearted person. I will always be this person.
But sometimes, you need to be serious.
it's like another world takes over. It's weird isn't it? When you can be two people at once, have two personalities at once. Makes me wonder how many people lie about what they're really like.


Yeah, so that's just me and I'd thought i'd put it out there.

Just a thought..

A thought that always comes into my mind :

When i'm in a car .. I see people and faces ...
I SEE THEM ... But they will never see me .
Or when you're out , and you take the short cut ... you see people. But what if you took the long way?
You would have never seen them .
It's just a weird thing i have going on . I've been thinking about that for the past year or so .

Most of you won't read this..

Either because it's too long or because you don't really care for what I say because I'm really uninteresting most of the time.

My God have I changed.  I don't know if it's only me that is mostly been sent bad luck but things are always happening to me. It pains me to have to blog and write about such negative things because I'm usually very happy and I give off such good feelings and I'm just such a positive person but last night has changed me.


I don't know if I'll remain the person I was once this phase is over but for now I know I am a changed person. I'm running thru a lot of bullshit and negative stuff lately and this one person pops up suddenly in my life and I thought it was something, because I believe everything happens for a reason, like my hero maybe? I'm just an overthinker and this is nonsense I think I should stop thinking about this person for now, but I swear this person is one of a kind... And last night, I had to fight a big man off of me and he only pounced because he wanted his "partner in crime" to be able to get away with my phone.
I don't know if you took away what I just said, but yes, my phone was literally pulled out of my bag. A disgusting hearted man put his hand into my bag and took my phone out. He literally just took it with no thought of how he'd leave me to feel.
I feel like I'm not myself. I had to fight him off of me as he grabbed my wrists and tried to pull me to the ground. Luckily I'm not a wuss and have learned self defense and he got on the ground before I did and I got the security to come.
It was the worst night of my life and I will never be the same again. I hate people sometimes. I went out this afternoon and I realized how different I see things now. I don't trust people and think they're good like I used to. I don't know why I ever thought that way but I did.
I've always been protected and I never thought it would happen to me. But now it has and the tables have turned and it has made me realize how dangerous the world is.

Thirteen

He was crippled, but only his body was cracked.
It's not simple, nor is it an easy matter to explain.
'Let's just leave it at that' she says...
and closes the holy book of lies.
She covers her eyes, denying to herself what she thought happened.